SoTD: Broken Bells “The Ghost Inside”
Soooo it’s been a little while since I last posted. I don’t know exactly how long, maybe two months or so? I didn’t really run out of things to say, that may not actually be physically possible. What happened was that I found myself in a pervasive state of mental ick. Sometimes a bad mood rolls in and doesn’t roll out for a couple of months. There has been an effort on my part to not externalize gloom or negativity. I’ve taken a considerable step back in my social media presence. While some might find entertainment in my rants against those who offend my sensibilities, I was feeding a monster. This has happened before where my exaggerated grumpy old man persona has outgrown the corner of my mind it usually inhabits and takes over everything. I cease to be able to find joy or positivity anywhere, the storm clouds simply obscure everything that doesn’t feed them. In short, I become a singularity of negative thought and consume everything within my gloomy gravitational well and decided to try to keep it to myself and ride it out.
Today was the first day in a while I felt like I had something to say other than to whine. Hopefully I’ll be back to semi-regular posting. Enjoy some Broken Bells and Christina Hendricks.